My Guy is classic and sensible. When we first starting dating I tried to be classic and sensible. As we grew trust in each other I started revealing my unconvensional character. I discovered my Guy loved my quirky behaviour, but I held back. I feared I would push the limits, or overstay my welcome.

Since we've been married I have succum to myself and with every successful introduction I'm gaining more confidence to be purely me.

The more I learn, the less I understand.

I don't think I am made for an urban environment. The disregard for others and outright selfishness of the people here is demoralizing. Each and every day I get a little closer to thinking this (urban) life just isn't worth living.

We are just two people. If we can not protect our property, what else is vunerable?