At 3:55 (ET) May 11. 2006 I was attending my first 'roof-top' barbeque at Upside Engineering, 409 – 10th Avenue SE Calgary, Alberta. It was casual Friday, but no one had told me. I had just signed my contract that morning and finalized the details on my lease not an hour earlier. I knew this life was only temporary, but I didn't know of the horror that lie ahead. An event would change my life forever. Somethings you just can't predict.

I have been defeated. I am officially an angry person. After being surrounded by negative energy day in day out for 9 weeks, I have moved to the dark side.

Someone please rescue me before I forget how wonderful life can be.

I just realised I'm going to have to pick out an outfit for my engagement pictures. Maybe I will be a stressful bride.

I couldn't imagine growing up with two sisters. I wonder if I would be the odd one out.

Eventhough Lydia and I begining to grow into very different people, we are sisters and have a bond that can not be matched or mimiced in any way.

This fall I will be getting another sister. I worry sometimes if this will effect my relationship with Lydia. I have chosen an urban lifestyle, and next fall am totally dissconnecting myself from the Catholic Church by having a non-denominational wedding ceremony. I wonder if she'll understand and accept me or be confused and distance herself.

There are some things you can only talk about with your sister. When you have two sisters do you confide in both?